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I look at my life
I see for my whole existence
I’ve been trying to get by
Living on a pittance
Until now I finally have a semblance of security

I look at the sky
Try to see your face appearing
But my eyesight is dim
And I’m hard of hearing you
I leave us space for the peace of ambiguity

I often think of myself as Jonah
Boarding a ship for the west when you said to head east
I guess that’s why I won’t talk to ya
I’m too afraid to hear what you’re saying to me

I’ve spent lots of time clearing my head of mystics
So I could fill my brain up with charts and logistics
Yeah I drove myself crazy
Sleeping off your mystery

I feel the earth shaking will I be left standing
That’s what I’d ask you if you weren’t so demanding
You stretch me out
To be more than I wanted to be

I’d like to see myself being reborn
But right now I’m just too damn stubborn
I guess it’s up to you to keep scratching at my window at night
I guess it’s up to you to keep scratching at my window at night


from To Tell the Truth or Lie Trying, released May 7, 2010
Piano, Vocals - Sarai
Organ - Brett Janssen
Drums - Ryan Monaghan
Bass - Ryan Mackey
Electric Guitar - Eddy Purcell
Tambourine - Joshua Monaghan




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